Thursday, April 7, 2011
Have you ever felt like you were stuck between two worlds? An old world and a new world? And you're not quite sure when the old one ended and when the new one will begin?
I'm trapped in time, just waiting. It's an odd feeling. The months have just glided by so quickly and so effortlessly.
Last night, I spent the night at my parents' house. My mom and I got drunk until 4 a.m., just like the old days. It used to be our ritual, from the time I was 17 until the time I moved out three years ago. Pink wine and late night movies.
We think we are so brilliant and philosophical during these nights. We talk with great importance about things which really aren't that fascinating. We come up with theories about family secrets we will never know.
And somewhere in the midst of my drunken oblivion last night, I realized my life was bundled up in this time warp.
Now I'm extremely tired. My lack of energy this year has been astounding.
Oh, and... May 3rd will not come soon enough. One of my favorite bands, Fleet Foxes, releases their new album that day. Check them out. Good shit.
Listen to this song and dream.